TITLE PAGE -- COPYRIGHT PAGE -- DEDICATION -- CONTENTS -- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS -- MAPS -- PROLOGUE -- CHILDHOOD INNOCENCE -- MY VILLAGE, FRANSFONTEIN -- CHURCH -- THE FOUNTAIN -- SELF-SUFFICIENCY -- GRANDMOTHER -- GRANDFATHER -- MOTHERS AND FATHERS -- STORY-TELLING -- SCHOOLING -- AUGUSTINEUM SCHOOL -- WELLINGTON HIGH SCHOOL -- THE START OF MY JOURNEY -- PREPARING TO LEAVE -- CROSSING BORDERS -- DAR ES SALAAM -- A DREAM COME TRUE -- LODZ -- COLD WAR PAWNS -- THE POLISH LANGUAGE -- MEDICAL STUDIES IN WARSAW -- HARD WORK AND A LOT OF FUN -- LIFE OUTSIDE STUDIES -- GRADUATION -- AN INTERN IN TANZANIA -- MALNUTRITION -- INTERNAL MEDICINE -- SURGERY -- GYNAECOLOGY -- PAEDIATRICS -- MARRIAGE -- FURTHER STUDIES IN THE UK AND SWEDEN -- ACCLIMATIZING TO ANOTHER NEW COUNTRY -- MY SECOND INTERNSHIP -- LIFE AND WORK IN SWEDEN -- NEWS FROM HOME -- RESPONDING TO THE REFUGEE CRISIS -- THE OLD FARM -- NEW CHALLENGES -- NYANGO HEALTH AND EDUCATION CENTRE -- THE HOSPITAL -- MEASLES OUTBREAK -- FEARLESS AND GROUNDED -- TRAINING AT THE EASTERN FRONT -- FAMILY PLANNING SERVICES -- CAMP LIFE -- UNITED NATIONS INSTITUTE FOR NAMIBIA -- THE THREAT OF ATTACK -- REBELLION -- POLITICAL RESPONSIBILITIES AND INTERNATIONAL SOLIDARITY -- SWAPO WOMEN'S COUNCIL -- AFRICA'S INTELLECTUAL GIANTS -- WORLD HEALTH ORGANISATION -- SCHOLARSHIPS -- MY SECOND WHO SCHOLARSHIP -- KASSINGA -- READING THE USA -- SUPPORT FROM FINLAND AND THE USA -- NDALATANDO, ANGOLA -- LIFE IN THE MAVULU CENTRE -- MOROBIA -- 'EMBUSHUA' -- VISITORS -- A NEW CAMP COMMANDER -- KWANZA SUL -- MORENGA VILLAGE -- SPY FEVER -- HOMECOMING -- THE 1989 ELECTIONS -- ELECTION CAMPAIGN -- THE RESULTS -- A MINISTER IN WAITING -- FACT-FINDING MISSION -- RETURN FROM MY VISITS -- INDEPENDENCE DAY 21 MARCH 1990 -- SQUATTERS AND STREET CHILDREN -- SQUATTERS -- STREET CHILDREN -- AFTER-SCHOOL CENTRE -- URBAN RENEWAL.

KATUTURA FACELIFT -- COMMUNAL TOWNS -- THE HORSESHOE MARKET -- RUNDU OPEN MARKET -- SAUJEMWA -- A CLEAN CAPITAL -- REFORMING THE LEGISLATION -- WOMEN'S PROPERTY RIGHTS -- LOCAL GOVERNMENT ACT -- TRAINING COUNCILLORS -- PROVIDING BETTER HOUSING -- ALIENATION SCHEME -- HOUSES IN COMMUNAL TOWNS -- HANOVA HOUSES -- BUILD-TOGETHER PROGRAMME -- A TRUST BETRAYED: THE SINGLE QUARTERS -- REGIONAL REPRESENTATION -- REGIONAL COUNCILS ACT -- THE TWO HOUSES OF PARLIAMENT -- TRADITIONAL COUNCILS ACT 1992 -- PEACE AND CONFLICT IN THE CAPRIVI -- DECENTRALIZATION POLICY -- MINISTER OF HEALTH AND SOCIAL SERVICES -- KUNENE REGION -- HIV/AIDS -- LAUNCHING OF THE ARV PROGRAMME -- CARDIAC UNIT -- FAILED ATTEMPT AT DEMOCRACY -- ANOTHER TRANSFER -- DEPUTY PRIME MINISTER -- PUBLIC/CIVIL SERVICE AND ADMINISTRATION -- THE GERMAN SPECIAL INITIATIVE -- MARGINALIZED SAN COMMUNITIES -- FACT-FINDING MISSION -- IDENTITY DOCUMENTS -- NO COFFINS -- DONATIONS AND DEPENDENCY -- SCHOOLING -- LAND -- RECOMMENDATIONS -- EDUCATION SOLUTIONS -- THE SAN DEVELOPMENT PROGRAMME -- UITKOMS FARM -- LAND FOR THE HAI‖OM -- IDENTITY DOCUMENTS -- CAMPFIRE STORIES -- MAKING COFFINS -- BEE-KEEPING -- EDUCATION -- INCLUSION OF SAN IN EDUCATION AND THE WORKPLACE -- SAN TRADITIONAL LEADERS -- MOUNTAIN FOLK IN THE KUNENE REGION -- OTJOMURU VILLAGE -- OTJIKOJO VILLAGE -- OHAIHUUA VILLAGE -- OTJIJANDJASEMO VILLAGE -- LESSONS LEARNT -- PROVIDING EDUCATION -- HEALTH SERVICES -- TRADITION AND MODERNITY -- MY TEAM -- EMPOWERMENT -- LOOKING BACK AND LOOKING FORWARD -- SERVING THE PEOPLE -- DECIDING TO RETIRE -- WOMEN IN POLITICS -- WOMEN IN NAMIBIA -- RETIREMENT -- MEDALS AND AWARDS -- LIFE AS A FARMER -- APPENDIX I -- TRIBUTES TO DR AMATHILA ON HER RETIREMENT -- APPENDIX II -- AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL PROFILE OF LIBERTINA INAAVIPOSA AMATHILA.