Cover -- Title Page -- Copyright -- Contents -- Dedication -- Chapter One: Ruin -- Chapter Two: Goose Bumps -- Chapter Three: Just When She Was Beginning… -- Chapter Four: The Status Quo -- Chapter Five: Grand Canyon -- Chapter Six: In a Place Like This -- Chapter Seven: Some Tidal Wave -- Chapter Eight: Past Tense -- Chapter Nine: Maybe -- Chapter Ten: Her Head -- Chapter Eleven: A Nice Mom and Dad -- Chapter Twelve: No Chimpanzees -- Chapter Thirteen: Forgetting -- Chapter Fourteen: Chivalry -- Chapter Fifteen: Who I Am -- Chapter Sixteen: Golden -- Chapter Seventeen: A Girl Like Her, A Girl Like Me -- Chapter Eighteen: When the Weather Is Cold -- Chapter Nineteen: Merry Christmas -- Chapter Twenty: To Be Jolly -- Chapter Twenty-One: Every Unsad Thing -- Chapter Twenty-Two: Like a Small Pregnancy -- Chapter Twenty-Three: Here or Anywhere -- Chapter Twenty-Four: Endangered -- Chapter Twenty-Five: Benevolence -- Chapter Twenty-Six: Nothing But the Truth -- Chapter Twenty-Seven: Yes and No -- Chapter Twenty-Eight: Genuine Love -- Chapter Twenty-Nine: A Place to Start -- Chapter Thirty: Wow -- Chapter Thirty-One: A Cinderella Night -- Chapter Thirty-Two: Fairy Godfather -- Chapter Thirty-Three: Flesh and Blood -- Chapter Thirty-Four: Studying the Ode -- Chapter Thirty-Five: Hate List -- Chapter Thirty-Six: A Thousand Buffalo -- Chapter Thirty-Seven: Momma Bear -- Chapter Thirty-Eight: That School In Arizona -- About Melanie Bishop -- Acknowledgements -- About Torrey House Press.