Section overview : identity -- Definitions of identity -- Naming-and-being-named -- Pathways and experience -- Knowledge of a teacher educator -- Identity conclusion -- Disruption between identity and intimate scholarship -- Disruption : what's in a Name? Exploring the edges of autoethnography, narrative and self-study of teacher education practice methodologies -- Section overview : intimate scholarship -- The value of the particular -- Vulnerability -- Openness -- Dialogue as a tool for knowing -- Oriented toward the ontological -- Intimate scholarship conclusion -- Disruption between intimate scholarship and inquiry -- Disruption : scrutinizing trustworthiness in self-study of teacher education practices research -- Knowing through inquiry into experience -- Designing inquiry -- Attending to the process of inquiry in intimate scholarship -- Trustworthiness, coherence, rigor -- Inquiry conclusion -- Disruption between inquiry, conclusion, and international connections -- Disruption : forming, framing, and linking in developing research questions -- Final Summary.