Cover -- Copyright -- INTRODUCTION -- Table of Contents -- Part I - Golden Thread -- 1. Juan Carlos' Grandfather -- 2. Underground Tradition -- 3. La Esquina -- 4. Selling Out -- 5. Escape from the Monocult -- 6. Back on the Road -- 7. The Battle in Seattle -- 8. BASIL (Bay Area Seed Interchange Library) -- 9. Guerilla Gardening in North Oakland -- 10. Portait of a Protest -- 11. Too Close to the Sun -- PART II - Wax and Feathers -- 12. Walking the Edge of Insanity -- 13. Original Icarus Project Mission Statement -- 14. Navigating the World of Mental Health as a Radical in the 21st Century -- 15. Time Travel and Alternate Realities -- 16. A Handful of Seeds in a World Full of War -- 17. Underneath the Wild Garden Waits to Grow -- 18. Blinking Red Lights and the Souls of Our Friends -- 19.How I started Believing in Ghosts -- 20. Return to the Other Side -- 21. Adventures in the Land of Greasecars and Fireflies -- 22. Dangerous Gifts -- 23. Never Never Land and the First Big Icarus Meeting -- 24. Friday Night Suicide Hotline -- 25. Plan For Not Going Too Crazy -- 26. Germantown Community Farm -- 27. We Are Our Own Safety Nets, We Weave Together -- 28. In Memory of Brad Will -- 29. Breathing New Pathways Into My Head and Heart -- 30. Gravel Angels and the Social Freak Brigade -- 31. The Unraveling -- 33. Faith in the Mad Ones -- 34. The Edges and In Between Spaces/When You're Burning -- 35. Bellevue Hospital Center Chart Review -- PART III - Bipolar Cartography -- 36. Spiral Bound -- 37. Mad Adventures and the Imagined Communities of Icarus -- 38. Ashram Dreams -- 39. We Are Cursed to Live in Interesting Times: Gestalt Awareness Practice/Drama Therapy/Generative Somatics -- 40. Unraveling the Biopsychiatric Knot: a Future History of the Radical Mental Health Movement -- 41. The Opposite of Being Depressed-An Interview.

42. Generative Narratives and the Counterculture Psychiatrists -- 43. Mindful Occupation -- 44. Epilogue - Maps for the Future -- 45. Acknowledgements and Mad Love -- About the Author.